Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Just Me, Emeyle.

Well, this is my first real blog.

Don’t know much to talk about. I suppose my day or some interesting shit. Truth is, I’m not a very interesting person (I don’t think) although many people are amazed with me. I still don’t see why. Gosh, that sounds so conceited re-reading that. But what ever; I’m guessing that I should start off with a little about me, so here it is.

My name is unusual… Emeyle, it’s pronounced like Emily. My mom wanted me to be different, to have a name that meant something. The one and only, you know that sort of crap. I’m seventeen and a senor at the Academy of Arts, Science, and Technology. It’s a really interesting school to tell you the truth. My personal opinion is that it is probably one of the finest schools in America, but who cares for opinions these days? Most people don’t. At the Academy of Arts, Science, and Technology you get to choose a Major to Major in and then graduate with completing that major or the skills for that major. I'm in the Dance Major. I have been there longer then anyone else has, well with graduating with a major. I didn’t fail or any of that sort, in fact I skipped. People are only suppose to stay two years at the AAST (Academy of Arts, Science, and Technology) I have been there for three.

As you can see, I love school.

I don’t trust many people, because I believe that people will let you down, even the best of friends. I’ve learned the hard way, but lucky for me (sucky for them) I also have the “i-don’t-give-a-fuck” attitude about bitches like that. So while they make a big deal out it, I’m kickin it with some good peeps.

I most likey will NOT care. That's what I love about myself. I always think to myself what I could change, and there are a couple of things, But I love my life right now. It is confusing and interesting. There are times when I'm depressed & happy, but that's just all girls right? ;]Also let me make a point. I have NEVER smoked and I never plan too. I don’t give a flying fuck if you love to, in fact it doesn’t make any difference with becoming friends. Just because I don’t smoke doesn’t mean that I hate all people who do. (You’re fucking retarded if you think that way :). I don’t drink. I don’t have sex. I can go on and on about the things I don’t do. But I can tell you that I live in the moment. I am a Virgo I like to plan my days and crap. Once everything doesn’t go according to plan it is like the world falls.

I am different outside of school. Why you may ask? Because I am. I know it sounds crazy (because it is). I just don’t even care about how people view me at school. I only care about the real world. I don’t care about “posse’s” and stereotypes. I’m cool with everyone until they piss me off. I’ve been in anger management since I was in my freshmen year (three years ago), so just try not to piss me off. Lately I’ve been good. No one has had any reason to piss me off. I believe only one person did this year… But I did pretty damn good with not being a bitch back.

My boyfriend. Don’t say anything that would possibly piss me off about him or me being with him. People don’t know any shit that happens in our relationship. To me it is a great one. I’m not one of those bitches that expects him to do everything for me. No, I’m growing up. I believe that every girlfriend should be respectful to their loved one. Give them gas money, just that kind of crap.

:] I love to read GOOD books, Not little niny-pooh books. I LOVE to go to the movies with my boyfriend! I always think he is the most interesting and intriguing man on this planet. He makes me feel good about myself. He's the bomb. Seriously. So Now I'm stuck. Depressed?.... I don't think so. I tend to believe that is from the long stream of emotions that I have held in for so many years.


I'm sure, I'll have some interesting eye candy... Some shit like that.
Later. :]

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